Clubbing or Peace within us??

You might now be at a stage of life where you just might be asking yourself...."ok....here i am,workin my ass off.....let me take a break by goin into trance(peace) or clubbin or any other such activity for that matter"......i do agree.....we do need a break every now n then.....but clubbing??self proclaimed peace within us for the rest of our lives??let me come to clubbing later....but isnt self proclaimed peace a bit too selfish??i would rate those freaks n geeks n nerds goin for those kinds of things as really really selfish not worried bout the rest of the world but themselves....now....i come to the question...why dont they ever think bout the others...n why do we think tht they r genius' n gr8 ppl??hmm??well.....after all....what better pleasure do u get than looking at others happy in this world??well....coming to the subject of disco freaks....i dont want to get on the bad side of them....i dont deny that we all have to go there once in a while to enjoy ourselves.....but why??why not just watch TV or a movie n relax....why shud we eat only at costly hotels jus to show off??why cant we try n spend lesser money on all these things n give all of it to those who really need it more than we do??at this point i would just like to ask all those clubbing freaks n nerds one thing and one thing only.....not to give the money they have extra to the charity n orphanages n old age homes n handicapped...but to give the clubbing amount to those who need it more than we do....think bout it.....wat wud u be doing if u were an orphan....jus think.....i sure do hope n wish.....tht sum kind of sense has gone into all the people reading this right now that they would stop spending money a whole lot on themselves n chip in a little bit atleast to charity....i humbly request all of u....but the choice is all urs....after all....the path of each of our lives have decended upon us due to the various choices we choose to take....n tht predicts our indivituality....but no doubt....stating the position of those who need help....i am sure u wud find urself in a much better positon....So i guess i would rather not go in for either of the above mentioned 2.....

Is it the looks or the heart people go for??

I have always seen people say that it has been the heart or rather the brain that people have to go with and not the looks.But is it true thats whats happenin in this present world that is supposedly not chauvinistic,not racial,not partial??Have you ever seen people interested in flirting with others who are physically challenged or look bad??NO!!Lets face it......looks do tell everything nowadays....n its a bad sign of how the world is changing.......All my life i have gone thro hardship n betrayal that i dont think it is the heart that people look in for.I hope u can make out what kind of a person i am from my first blog!!but i dont want u ppl to think i am showin off..seriously!!there are a lot of issues that needs addressing in the present world that needs to be seen into.....but do people ever think about all that in this present day world is all i am thinking about...:o.......i seriously have a feelin that i have been left out alone to fight this ugly world which thinks its beautifying itself every minute by making up for the looks on the outside.....and i guess tht is the happenin fad that ppl fall for rite now......the other day....when i went out to the orphanage dirtily dressed....the ppl didnt care bout whether i give the orphans the little love tht i have....but were more concerned for when i would be sending the money my grandmom sends every month to them.....i dont deny that they might have been in a position that might hve been a bit bad....that they might hve needed that for the food or clothing for the orphans...but nevertheless....the way they treated me....was it right??i go around everyday lookin at children workin on the roads n involved in child labour......but am helpless....not able to anything but cry within myself....i have a feeling of anger and rage within me that i am not abel to let out...but thro a blog.....what is the world coming to??the pollution...on the other hand....is getting worse....and on another....the ppl who belong to neither of the sexes.....who wud they go to when they are in trouble??what about those who have lost limbs??all those handicapped??all those old aged ppl left alone by their children??what about all those suffering from mental n physical disability??do we ever think about them??even if we do....have we ever,ever in our life done anything to help them??just think about it....keep thinking for sumtime.....i guess its a way of the god to punish the bad ppl of this world....but watever it is....as god says.....we have to even pardon our enemies....n i believe in "service to mankind,is service to god".....i really dont want to spend any money on myself from this moment on....and its been that way for over about 6 years....since my 10th grade tht is.....anyway...thts it for now....will get bak wit much more issues.....thnx for hvin patience thro my blog...do comment.....please.....

What wit this world??!!

i like to fight back in life,n partyin every nite,n doin all kindsa stuff like hangin out wit my frnds quite regularly....but...the truth is...i'd luv to help the orphanages n old age homes....n the handicapped...i have even tot about goin into the peaceful mind state......but dont u think its bein selfish??.......think bout it.......i dont wanna look like publicising the whole issue....well nyway....sigh!!there r times when i ve been down and am almost out....feel lonely...but hve a lot of frnds....!!but GOD's always helped me come out of it...v all do hve a GOD within us...i knw u guys wud feel am crappin rite now...but u ll c...u ll realize bout it as the days go by...but all i wud like to say to u guys....is to never give up...n try n look from the other person's point of view as to wat situation tht person is in to try n understand them better(for me frankly...i wud never want to hurt nyone's feelin's watsoever!!)....remembering all these...i guess wud take u a long way in life...all i ve got in life rite now is to achieve my ambition of doin social service to the "children of GOD" n absolutely notin else in mind...life...doesnt mean nythin else to me...i guess i ve had enuf!![:P]...