What wit this world??!!

i like to fight back in life,n partyin every nite,n doin all kindsa stuff like hangin out wit my frnds quite regularly....but...the truth is...i'd luv to help the orphanages n old age homes....n the handicapped...i have even tot about goin into the peaceful mind state......but dont u think its bein selfish??.......think bout it.......i dont wanna look like publicising the whole issue....well nyway....sigh!!there r times when i ve been down and am almost out....feel lonely...but hve a lot of frnds....!!but GOD's always helped me come out of it...v all do hve a GOD within us...i knw u guys wud feel am crappin rite now...but u ll c...u ll realize bout it as the days go by...but all i wud like to say to u guys....is to never give up...n try n look from the other person's point of view as to wat situation tht person is in to try n understand them better(for me frankly...i wud never want to hurt nyone's feelin's watsoever!!)....remembering all these...i guess wud take u a long way in life...all i ve got in life rite now is to achieve my ambition of doin social service to the "children of GOD" n absolutely notin else in mind...life...doesnt mean nythin else to me...i guess i ve had enuf!![:P]...